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Looking back…Reflection on 2019

January 12, 2020 mikaelacunningham15

This past year was not my favorite, but it most definitely was not the worst. I feel like I am catching another glimpse of myself,

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These days I am constantly reminding myself of this... we are taught that God has a plan for everything... right after I lost Matthew I didn’t know what the plan was, I was utterly lost, but a few months later things started to fall into place. Right place, right time. A job I had been applying for finally called me, my financial position changed, my marriage changed... at the time these were all consuming, but looking back they were a shift that was perfectly planned... They truly could not have been more perfectly planned and that is because God planned it that way. . And as hard as it is for me to say...I think frequently that I would not be in this same position as I am today if Matthew was meant to stay on this side of heaven with us. Don’t get me wrong, I WOULD TRADE ANYTHING TO HAVE HIM IN MY ARMS! Him messing up my house, worrying about germs, worrying about who he will become, planning birthdays, worrying about if I am being a good mom to him. This was NOT my path with Matthew. He was always an angel on borrowed time. . But God knows what’s best for my life and that’s what I have been actively telling myself since Matthew left us. . Matthew 6:10 Thy will be done. #thywillbedone #matthewsmessage #lossmom #everythinghappensforareason #god #trust #loss #stillbirth #matthew610 #bibleverse #yourpath #roadlesstraveled

It’s been over a year! I’m embarrassed to admit that... oh well! Here’s to new beginnings!! Check out my new blog post! #lossmom #matthewsmessageblog #newbeginnings #2020 #change

Let’s start again... . I have not been active on here in three years...😱😱😱 . In that time I have gotten pregnant, gave birth to my son who was still born, gained all my weight back (plus some) and changed careers... . I have started a new workout program that I very much enjoy and can not wait to see the progress I have made when I finish. This time I am taking it slower and at a pace that I know will be sustainable, as well as not keeping my expectations too high. . Here’s to another beginning! @matthews.message @mrs._cunningham15

Happy bereaved Mother’s Day! Even though on one can see our angel babies, we always keep them in our hearts! #matthewsmessage #stillbornstillloved #lossmom #mysonsanangel

March... I have a love/hate relationship with you. I honestly don’t remember a time when you have been an all out, amazing month. . . This March holds the most bittersweet day of my life. Your due date. March 24... . . It is bitter sweet because I feel like I can finally breathe again, but just knowing that I have known the loss of you longer than I had you is just hard to reconcile. . . Here’s to hoping that this March will be better than the last, and we only get better from here! . . Matthew Neal you are still the light of my life! I love you forever and always! . . #matthewsmessageblog #lossmom #nevergone #neverforgotten #stillborn #stillloved #mommysboy #march24

NEW TRADITION STARTED! . For Matthew’s birthday we will now be putting up our Christmas tree, with his special ornaments and his stocking. I love Christmas, and I’m not going to lie, last year was very difficult! So I decided to turn it into something special! . PS: what is Christmas decorating without watching The Grinch! 💙💙

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