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The Crosses We Carry

April 1, 2018 mikaelacunningham15

This Sunday we are reminded of the sacrifice that was made for us, we are also reminded of the terrible things Jesus went through before

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I’m doing the best I can!

March 14, 2018 mikaelacunningham15

This might be a little of a rant, stay with me though! I AM DOING THE BEST I CAN! This is not meant to be

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These days I am constantly reminding myself of this... we are taught that God has a plan for everything... right after I lost Matthew I didn’t know what the plan was, I was utterly lost, but a few months later things started to fall into place. Right place, right time. A job I had been applying for finally called me, my financial position changed, my marriage changed... at the time these were all consuming, but looking back they were a shift that was perfectly planned... They truly could not have been more perfectly planned and that is because God planned it that way. . And as hard as it is for me to say...I think frequently that I would not be in this same position as I am today if Matthew was meant to stay on this side of heaven with us. Don’t get me wrong, I WOULD TRADE ANYTHING TO HAVE HIM IN MY ARMS! Him messing up my house, worrying about germs, worrying about who he will become, planning birthdays, worrying about if I am being a good mom to him. This was NOT my path with Matthew. He was always an angel on borrowed time. . But God knows what’s best for my life and that’s what I have been actively telling myself since Matthew left us. . Matthew 6:10 Thy will be done. #thywillbedone #matthewsmessage #lossmom #everythinghappensforareason #god #trust #loss #stillbirth #matthew610 #bibleverse #yourpath #roadlesstraveled

It’s been over a year! I’m embarrassed to admit that... oh well! Here’s to new beginnings!! Check out my new blog post! #lossmom #matthewsmessageblog #newbeginnings #2020 #change

Let’s start again... . I have not been active on here in three years...😱😱😱 . In that time I have gotten pregnant, gave birth to my son who was still born, gained all my weight back (plus some) and changed careers... . I have started a new workout program that I very much enjoy and can not wait to see the progress I have made when I finish. This time I am taking it slower and at a pace that I know will be sustainable, as well as not keeping my expectations too high. . Here’s to another beginning! @matthews.message @mrs._cunningham15

Happy bereaved Mother’s Day! Even though on one can see our angel babies, we always keep them in our hearts! #matthewsmessage #stillbornstillloved #lossmom #mysonsanangel

March... I have a love/hate relationship with you. I honestly don’t remember a time when you have been an all out, amazing month. . . This March holds the most bittersweet day of my life. Your due date. March 24... . . It is bitter sweet because I feel like I can finally breathe again, but just knowing that I have known the loss of you longer than I had you is just hard to reconcile. . . Here’s to hoping that this March will be better than the last, and we only get better from here! . . Matthew Neal you are still the light of my life! I love you forever and always! . . #matthewsmessageblog #lossmom #nevergone #neverforgotten #stillborn #stillloved #mommysboy #march24

NEW TRADITION STARTED! . For Matthew’s birthday we will now be putting up our Christmas tree, with his special ornaments and his stocking. I love Christmas, and I’m not going to lie, last year was very difficult! So I decided to turn it into something special! . PS: what is Christmas decorating without watching The Grinch! 💙💙

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